I don't know how long it's been, but in the madness of the past month-ish I haven't been able to get anywhere near this place
But now that I have finally stopped, I fear I may be about to vent all over you unfortunate reader....
Firstly, happy note! I got an interview at Cambridge, that was on Monday, I think it went ok, the written test was easy, the tutorial interview went well, just nice and chatty, but the subject interview was really hard to judge, she asked really dull questions that I couldn't really make very interesting, so I fear that such an average show might fade me into the background =S
But damnit all I have to wait till new years eve to find out =[
Less chipper note, much less in fact, 2 weeks last Wednesday my boyfriend's dad died of a heart attack. At 17, in the middle of A Levels and just after another unfortunate incident, it's kind of knocked him for 6, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it, it's my first real experience of a friend losing someone, never mind someone so close to them. I did go to the funeral and rode in the front car with him, I'm pretty much operating on the 'whatever he wants or needs, I'll do my best to helo with' thing atm so I did as requested. I'm terrified about the effect Christmas and New Year might have, and my god I hope Cambridge give him an offer, he could really use the boost, and hopefully sometime soon I'll get the mental image of him carrying the coffin in the rain out of my head
That was morbid, and I apologise, but there's a marked lack of anyone around to lean on at present
Anyway, if you've been determined enough to read this, well done and cheers!
And whether you have or not, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
and a very happy new year =]