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Maniac


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 1:47am Post subject: Going up...
How irritating this can be.
I have been on a real downer for the last few days and it hit me hard.
It was the first dip for a while.

Now today, I feel well again.

Thing is, I don't know if I'm just OK, or if I'm 'going up' now.

How can you go from one day feeling like you don't give a stuff if you never wake up again in the morning, to feeling absolutely fine!?
In my 13 years as a nutter (affectionate term for myself) I have never come out of a depression this quickly before.
bad sign?
Good sign?
Should I ignore it and stop analysing?


I'm tired - a bit - and should go to bed. Meeting some friends in the morning, but part of me thinks - why bother?
I've been writing this weekend - all the bad stuff. Never before have I written so much in such a short time - I'm up to page 87 of an A5 book - done not a lot today but the rest was done since Saturday - WOW!
But now, for the first time ever - I feel as though I want to write positive things!!
Good things, with a hint of humour and madness - even though no one else is ever going to read it - at least not deliberately!
It's just thoughts and my take on things - nothing poetic or beautiful.
Oh, how I wish I could write.

Anyway, That's all for my ramblings.
Just a thanks to those of you have been lovely to me the last few days with messages or PMs - you know who you are!!
Cheers.

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Fourth Feline


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 9:13am Post subject: Going up...
HIya,

Glad you are having at least some upward movement. Best not to over analyse - apart from trying to avoid getting too 'high'.

It just struck me that you ( like I ) - may suffer from 'Mixed States' where one goes up AND down at the same time, or near offer.

Just a thought, ask your consultant next time.

Meanwhile, take good care of yourself, avoid alcohol and a lot of coffee. Try not not to over analyse but gently aim for the middle.

All the best,

F.F.

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Maniac


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 9:59am Post subject: Going up...


Thanks

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Aoibheann


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 3:43pm Post subject: Going up...
Cool to hear your feeling better m'dear! I was going to quote that song.. 'the only way is up'... but its too awful... and i fear it would make you cry because of its awfulness....

Aoibh x

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Maniac


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 4:20pm Post subject: Going up...
lol
That song is a classic - I remember being at lots of 13th birthday parties when it was played.
Along with - 'Leave a light on...'

Shocking music in the 80s/90s at times.

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trouser material


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 5:49pm Post subject: Going up...
90s music is enough to bring on a bout of depression in me.

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Aoibheann


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 5:57pm Post subject: Going up...
Hahahahah..... true ture..... the spice girls rock tho!!! Good times... Ahh.. the memories....

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Maniac


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 6:38pm Post subject: Going up...
Spice Girls!?

http://squeezyboy.blogs.com/squeezytunes/images/spice_girls.jpg

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ClareBear


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 6:41pm Post subject: Going up...
icky.

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Aoibheann


Member

Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 6:47pm Post subject: Going up...
X-D Hahahaaha... i nearly fell of the chair.. funny stuff..

Atari.. what happened lovely David....

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ClareBear


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Posted Wed May 30th, 2007 7:05pm Post subject: Going up...
Phooey....and double phooey.

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Anonymous


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Posted Fri Jun 1st, 2007 1:16pm Post subject: Going up...
90s music is enough to bring on a bout of depression in me.
Couldn't agree with you more TM.
Bought an 80's CD Pack of 5 CD's a while ago. A little risky I though when ordering, as the date of purchase was sometime around the 2002 mark, and I was relying on my (not so brilliant) memory as to whether this was going to be a worthwhile purchase or not.
Any rate, the CD's brought back many happy memories, including the often embarrassing, yet forgivable ones.
Anyway, as a "bonus" the 80's pack came with a 5 pack of 90's CD's. I tried, and I tried, but 'nuf said.
Catch ya
Pete

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