I don't work and doubt I could hold down a job at the moment.
I can't even keep my house tidy, i don't want to do anything.
His real dad can't let me see him, as my daughter (she really is a nasty person) will stop them from seeing him.
His other gran has said she daren't risk bringing him to my house, when they have him, in case he says, " i have seen nanny" then my daughter will stop them from seeing him. She has done this before and even got his real dad arrested for assault, when it was her who started on him.
Apologising would get me knowhere, she is vile towards me.
Everyone is scared to cross her, except me and look where it got me.
I need to start seeing a counsellor but don't know how I will ever get over the way I feel.
If people are afraid, how does a 4 year old feel living with her?
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