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marzgirl


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Posted Tue Jan 19th, 2010 6:50pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

Just wondering how you are doing m00c0w. Has the med change been helpful? XXXXXX

"Needless to say I have some ununusual habits, yet all these socially acceptable people can't wait to pick up hammers and smash their food to bits. Normal people are so hostile."
--Michael C. Hall as Dexter Morgan

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quantumofire


Member

Posted Fri Jan 29th, 2010 2:28am Post subject: I don't know what to do

How are you getting on m00c0w?

I thought I just throw a line out to see if your still about and checking out this forum. It would be nice to have a hi

xxxx beastie.

http://quantumofire.blogspot.com/

Breaking contradictions in his mind was, to him, like walking through a winter forest snapping twigs underfoot.

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Tito


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Posted Fri Jan 29th, 2010 2:37pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

Hello too m00c0w,

I'm echoing beastie's message.

Love Tito xx

I've got a luverly bunch of coconuts-Aristotle

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katysara


Moderator

Posted Fri Jan 29th, 2010 9:12pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

ditto

I am an administrator on this site.

"I'm safe, up high,
Nothing can touch me."
~ P!nk, Sober.

See my website: www.katysaraculling.com

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Maxx England


Member

Posted Fri Feb 5th, 2010 10:25pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

I've been away, been down and unable to give my support. I'm going to pm m00c0w.

The only way is forward. Now where's the bar?

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m00c0w


Member

Posted Wed Feb 10th, 2010 11:51am Post subject: I don't know what to do

Sorry for not responding - a bit bad of me considering the last few posts.

The meds are weird. I have no emotion - neither good nor bad, and I feel like a zombie to be honest. Well, that may be a bit extreme but that's the only word I can come up with.

I have had two months off of work, and am now back this week. What with no sleep, and this odd spaced out feeling I have all the time.... odd - just lost my train of thought - which is what this does to me. I find it hard to communicate.

I guess the only good thing to report at the moment is that I am not feeling down. The thoughts are still there (although they only rise very occasionally now) that I hate myself etc, but not the emotion that goes with it.

I did have a go at slashing my wrists a few weeks ago, but I was drunk and that has been the only time I have been really down. The marks are just about going down - oh, and it bloody hurts. Not a recommended way to go.

Anyway, onwards and - the saying is upwards, but I feel like I've hit a flatline in the middle at the moment. I am better though.

And I now have a boyfriend too!!


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Maxx England


Member

Posted Wed Feb 10th, 2010 5:41pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

YESSS!!! So happy for you, Keep going, your sun is ready to rise!

The only way is forward. Now where's the bar?

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michael


Member

Posted Wed Feb 10th, 2010 6:09pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

m00c0w said:
Sorry for not responding - a bit bad of me considering the last few posts.

The meds are weird. I have no emotion - neither good nor bad, and I feel like a zombie to be honest. Well, that may be a bit extreme but that's the only word I can come up with.

I have had two months off of work, and am now back this week. What with no sleep, and this odd spaced out feeling I have all the time.... odd - just lost my train of thought - which is what this does to me. I find it hard to communicate.

I guess the only good thing to report at the moment is that I am not feeling down. The thoughts are still there (although they only rise very occasionally now) that I hate myself etc, but not the emotion that goes with it.

I did have a go at slashing my wrists a few weeks ago, but I was drunk and that has been the only time I have been really down. The marks are just about going down - oh, and it bloody hurts. Not a recommended way to go.

Anyway, onwards and - the saying is upwards, but I feel like I've hit a flatline in the middle at the moment. I am better though.

And I now have a boyfriend too!!

HEY! wonderful to hear from you!

i don't know about other folks on here, but sometimes i lose my train of thought and have a really hard time talking... but it's not all the time. it's often when i am missing some doses or change dosage, etc... and esp when first going on them...or when a depression comes along even tho i'm still on the meds (yes i still feel them come and go, but i don't have the suicidal reaction to it...)

horrible run on sentence, sorry.

i'm happy for you too! and again, so glad to hear from you.

"HELLO I'M TACTILE !" is an anagram of my name

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Tito


Member *

Posted Wed Feb 10th, 2010 9:40pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

It's very good to hear from you.

The zombie feeling you describe is not uncommon. It's when things are re-adjusting. And hopefully that means things are on the up for you.

The best new is that you have a boyfriend. I really hope this is a new beginning for you and that it works out. Good news all round.

Love and best wishes, Tito xxx

I've got a luverly bunch of coconuts-Aristotle

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quantumofire


Member

Posted Thu Feb 11th, 2010 8:55pm Post subject: I don't know what to do

Hello m00c0w,

Great to hear from you again. There's no much more that I can add to what's already been said by Maxx, Michael, and Tito.

I'm really happy you've got a boyfriend as well

xxxx Quantum.

http://quantumofire.blogspot.com/

Breaking contradictions in his mind was, to him, like walking through a winter forest snapping twigs underfoot.

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