no am not just beeing negative, i have good reasons to hate my:
1) i am incabeble of interacting with people
2) i am a idiot
3) i let my fairs run my life
4) if i need it, i never ask for help and even if help is offerd i do not take it.
i'm just so angry with myself today, the thought of harming my has crost my mind. (don't worry i'm not going to do anything stuppid)
Well you didn't ask for Help, but Help is here
Also I would hardly say you were incapable of interacting with other people, i dont think theres a single person on here that you haven't spoke to, so I think maybe you're better at it than you think you are. I know it's not in person, but still.
What exactly do you do that makes you an idiot?
I filled my car yesturday with the wrong petrol, i'd say that made me an idiot!
You should never feel like you can't ask anyone here for help, that's hat we're here for