STEPHEN FRY

LizzA said:
O.o I was only gone an hour!

Still, this is fresh, new - yet still the same...

Errr... what I mean is that I don't mind when the clearing thread is deleted, as long as there is one somewhere!

Anyway, I don't know what happened and that's okay, I just hope everyone's doing alright now.

Glad you found your way Lizza!!!!

synelg said:
ohmygod was it me? Did I do something wrong? Oh oh oh - if I caused trouble I'm so very very sorry. What did i do? oh dear ohdear. what happened. where's DRL? Oh shit, I'm frightened now - do i have to run away?

No!!! You are fine!!!!! You did nothing wrong,stay....take a deep breath........This is for the good.

thankyouthankyouthankyou marzgirl. One of my core beliefs got wildly activated there - was shakin and crying. FUCK. Deep breaths - thanks for that too marzgirl - deep breaths. It's hard to settle down when you don't know what went on. But I trust you marzgirl - that it's for the good. Feels weird though - not knowing what happened, and maybe what we could have learned from it? I'm very unsettled and shaky.

What has happened is thousands of words, thousands of testimonies have been lost...

WHY???

I played a part, I unknowingly delivered the blow that weakened the foundations of the Clearing.....

Foundations built by a Dormouse.

Personal grievances aside..... what Chris set up on this board, TWICE, has such merit and value.

Eugene will fly over these trees for the rest of his days, ensuring that those very values are acknowledged and kept.

Actually.... before I even carry on....

Did people actually value the safe therapeutic setting that Chris created... or is it just me?

Rhetorical question.....

I know we all do or we wouldn't be here.

I dont want to over step my bounds. A hurt occured. I can only speak to what occured to me. In an attempt to chear someone up, I was rung into because my method did not fit into the mold. It was not appropriate in my opinion, and no one person here should run the show (again my opinion). We are to help each other if possible, share and feel safe. That is all I feel I am in a position to share on the subject. I think this is all for the good.
LizzA, I PM'd a few with George and he is fine. He was not sure about coming to the clearing just yet. I did let him know about the new clearing, so he may decide to join us at some point. I hopes he keeps me posted.
I hope no one felt I over stepped my bounds. Sorry if I did.

tg - I'm quite devastated that those thousands of words have been deleted. They meant so much to me and many of them were so hard for many of us to write in this space, but we did. That took so much courage and now it's gone. And tg - whatever you said, or anyone else, surely it would be part of your BPD and people need to KNOW that. Every time This Place has shaken with harsh words, I have learnt something more about what it is like for you guys - don't we need to know that this sort of thing is normal for people with the conditions they have? And always, you guys made it right again - giving such hope to people like me that we can make it right in our 'real' lives too. oooooo - I don't know - don't know what went on, but I feel sooo bereft now. Where's Chris? Where's my safe place? And are you SURE it wasn't me? Sooo helpless.....