(Sometimes you have to write things straight away for fear of forgetting them in the morning) Thus the reason I am writing this at 4.36 am.
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"Just Let it Go"
I miss that I can't see your face anymore;
I miss that I can no longer just knock on your door.
I pass your street and you are in my thoughts;
It kills me that all you had is now starting to rot.
Life is carrying on almost as if you were never here.
It's so unfair;
it's virtually like not a single soul cares.
I need to get things off my chest, offload them to you in a way I guess.
But I knew when to be quiet when you spoke in 'that' tone, you know the times when I wanted to moan?
That same person is still annoying me, Edward.
He makes me feel so very low.
What would you say to me, Edward; if you were here, do you know?
I do.
You would say "let it go, Arlene, just let it go".
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I CAN'T SEEM TO FILL THE VOID THAT YOU HAVE LEFT BEHIND.
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"This is me - don't try and change it..."


