STEPHEN FRY

Hell I feel fine! Just annoyed that they won't just put up with me. But really, I guess it's silly for anyone to be expected to not wonder when I talked for nearly half an hour about how cool it would be to have a narcoleptic meercat, laughing till I was crying. X-D it's still funny to me.

I just wish my eyes didn't like burning!

i can just imagine the meerkat the works lookout for the group...looking looking lookingzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz handbag.

i've had people ask me if i was on drugs too, or if i got drunk on my break.
i don't know if i've ever truly been manic in the technical sense, but i definately know what you are talking about.

i spent a week at work once making fake newspaper articles about a dolphin that was mad at noam chomsky. and for weeks i would only ride the elevator while doing a handstand against the wall, never rightside up. fortunately, (or unfortunately...?) i worked with one good friend who thought i was funny.

though i do remember times when i would constantly go up to her while she was stocking shelves and push her... (not to hurt her.. just, you know...ever feel super playfully aggressive?) and times where i would interrupt her with pointless babble... i mean, it really was babble, i would string together nonsense syllables and say them really quickly under my breath so she would go "huh?...huh?...WHAT?" well.. if you can imagine even though she's my friend it got to the point of her saying "what is wrong with you?" or grabbing me by the shoulders and saying "calm.... down..." or just sighing and walking away.

you can talk to me about narcoleptic meerkats.

I wish I could do a handstand but my butt is a whopper so when I hit the wall I bounce back off and fall down. X-D

I'm ok I guess. I'm really tired now but I still can't sleep. I thought I might a couple hours ago so I laid down and...just laid there. It's getting on my nerves. I need a lot of sleep and without it I get really irritable and the depression and all that seems to get worse. Basically my life is shit and I mean that from the bottom of my wasted heart.

still no sleep? i'm sorry red! i wonder if you can post something somewhere about sleep, or i think there may have been some threads in the past...i honestly don't know much about the best ways to deal with it.


you don't have a wasted heart, by the way, you have a big bouncy heart like a ...big...beating... puppy.

i don't know if that will have the effect i was hoping for

I loves yous guys!!! I'm so happy you think my heart is like a puppy! That makes me feel squishy!

Last night I got 4hrs of off and on sleep, I think it helped a bit, not as much as a full night but yeah.

I feel like I'm coming down with something...does anyone else experience that when they don't get enough sleep?

My brain feels foggy and sometimes I have the shakes or feel like I'm on something like speed.

My joints hurt soooo bad! I really don't understand why, maybe sleep and rest have to do with that sort of thing?

I've taken the time to lay down in bed to rest my body even if I can't rest my mind much.

How long should a person deal with this before it's REALLY unhealthy and I should see a doctor and deal with the cost of it?

once i tried to sleep in the grip of mania and it felt like every cell in my body was on fire that was not healthy, the human body cant really take being in overdrive that long so yea i do feel wasted after something like that but hey at least we dont need coke right

well im entering hypomania now and im trying to keep myself under control cause its st.patricks weekend coming up and i want to keep some sembelance of normal!

as some of you may know i do stand up comedy yet lately ive been finfing that my mood stabiliser has been dulling the fire in me, so tonite i had a comedy gig in dublin and i didnt take my medicine is that a very bad idea?

well i know its problay not a good idea and the weekends only starting and i already lookk maniac lol!

[img][/img]