i type stuff like that till i can figure out what i was going to say.
i went to my hometown and went to my parents' church. there's always this guy there who is family friends with my parents, and he is nice. he is more huggy than i'm used to or maybe i am just now getting to know him, i don't know.
it bothers me a lot but he's just trying to be nice. i don't know what makes it different from someone else hugging me, however it's too much to me and makes me feel scared.
sunday it got to AWKWARD stage for me, but i don't know what to do. and i don't like running into him because of it.
but honestly, he's not doing anything wrong. it's just me being ridiculous me.
then i drove back to town i live in and felt all upset and lonely because i can't make friends with people or let people be nice to me because i get awkward and scared and don't want to talk to them when they do.
"HELLO I'M TACTILE !" is an anagram of my name