So, I've got two essays left until I graduate high school. Should have been done with them, but fuck it, I'm lazy. They're midterms, fairly simple, just haven't got any urge to write them whatsoever. That is not the issue, however.
The issue is that I want to go to college for something in film. I don't know what, and it's bothering the hell out of me. Do I want to try acting, or am I just thinking I do? Would I like to direct? The hell, I can't even direct myself to finish high school. My family and a few friends think I could write some comedy. Or review movies. But I'm too simple with movies, they either get no stars or 5 stars.
And then, what college do I go to? I wanted to go to the UK because I'm fucking eccentric like that, but of course it's way too much money, and I know no one there personally to stay with. And, where I live there are no good colleges for what I'm looking for. The closest is probably Chicago, though now I'm being told I should go to New York instead. Which, again, goddamn expensive. Fucking Minnesota and it's terrible colleges. Well, ok, some are good, but not what I want.
What do I do?
Honest to god, ducks are rapists. Also, dolphins.
In fact, you could start a blog right now about your predicament. You don't have to post every single day. I know for a fact you're not the only person your age in that boat. Seeing how you handle it might help or encourage someone else...
